torsdag 16 juli 2009

Shame is for the feeble minded

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Bed
2. Computers
3. Books
4. Guitar
5. Papers & notes
6. Trinkets of all kinds
7. Photos

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone?
Yes - surprisingly many.

2. Does Someone Like You?
I hope so

3. Last Kiss?
June 21

4. Been Lead On?
Yes

5. Cheated on someone?
No, not really...

6. Want A Relationship?
No. Actually, yes, but one that doesn't end with me being hurt. And not ending with me hurting the other part.

7. Wanna Get Married?
No.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Food
2. Computer
3. Books
4. Laughter
5. Music
6. Sweets
7. Pen & Paper

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. Sleep
2. University
3. Pojken
4. Repressing homicidal urges
5. Considering if it's worth cleaning my room.
6. Trying to decide if pain is bad enough for percs or should I just take a handful of motrin and suck it up.
7. Doing memes because I am procrastinating.

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU
1. Believe In God?
I am a sort of unwilling atheistic pagan. Make of that what you will.

2. Had A Dream Come True?
Yes.

3. Read The Newspaper?
Yes. In detail.

4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday?
SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK. Although lately I have been sleeping a lot.

5. Have A Best Friend?
Yes. Several, actually. Which makes the "a best friend" a faulty statement, to which the answer is no.

6. Take A Bath Daily?
Most of the time. Every now and then I will be lazy.

7. Wish On Stars?
No.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Fallen In Love?
Yes

2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?
Yes.

3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF?
Not that I know of.

4. Been To A Bonfire?
Yes.

5. Ran Away From Home?
Yes.

6. Played Strip Poker?
Yes.

7. Pulled An All Nighter?
Yes.

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried?
Yes.

2. Had Fun?
Somewhat.

3. Been Kissed?
No.

4. Felt Stupid?
No.

5. Talked To An Ex?
Yes.

6. Missed Someone?
Yes. Every waking minute. And quite possibly also when I sleep, I just don't remember that.

7. Listened To Music?
Yes

RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone?
Does humanity in general count? If so, yes.
And well... Anger is far easier to deal with than sadness.

2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper?
Me.

3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone?
Yes.

4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry?
I don't know. Does it?

5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or Yell?
I turn into a calculating sociopath with the objective to hurt the other person as much as I possibly can. Unfortunately.

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You?
Does it count even if you weren't surprised?

2. Are You Easily Excited?
Depends on what it is that I'm supposed to get excited over.

3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To?
University. It doesn't really matter what Kent decides. Edinburgh is awesome as well.

4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought?
I'd probably worry about the paper work...

5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now?
To make him take his words back. And if that is not possible, to understand his motivation.

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY

3. What is your goal in life?
The world exists to be understood. I want to understand.

4. Do You Want To Have Children?
NO. Good grieve, what a horrific thought!

5. How Do You Want To Die?
My thoughts on this change frequently, but I want to be in control of the how and to the extent to which is possible, when.

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried?
Ehm. Yesterday.

2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now?
Private.

3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way?
Being depressed is my baseline and I hate to cry. I transform sadness into anger.

4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours?
Yes.

5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do?
Do my best to be angry instead. Anger is an easier feeling to deal with.

PINK : LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Ur Friends?
Who wrote this? a fucking 12 year old?

2. Do You Believe At Love At First Sight?
No. Lust, yes, love, no.

3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her?
Nah

4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend?
No.

5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate?
Yes, but not necessarily only one.